Sick!!!!!!
Today is my worst day in this month!!! Getting sick afta kena some rainin yesterday night!!! Now writing tis blog having seriously flu…so san fu!!! sometimes my head feels dizzy!!! Aih…dunno y,really dunno y i can’t get rid of flu!!!! It been like tat since i’ve my operation in standard 4!!! Whenever i got flu…i sure feels like tat 1…sumtimes even gonna faint!!!! My flu really getting serious dy!!! Hope can recover tml!!! @@
Tis afternoon,laying in the sofa afta sending sms to her!!! But she din reply my sms!!! Tis make me sad : <,mayb her phone no credit ( tis probability really low )!!! I laying in the sofa n think do i make her mad ?? do i fan her??? does she really hate me ?? mayb no1 will like me gua!!! Haha!!! Destined to be a sole loner or wat~~~but i dunno y also,is it so hard to communicate with gals?? I mean to the gal i love~~~~wat to do,i can’t control it either!!!! She dun love me also nvm,i still gonna love her~~~can’t control it!!!! Really can’t think of it now!!!! Sick some more still wanna thinking her…thinking y she din reply me!!! Wat to do?? She can’t get out of my mind!!!! Watashiwa really hontoni baka des!!!! Already know it’s no hope but still gonna bang my head on it!!! GOD!!!!!! Dun play me ba!!!! Sum times,die better than living,no need think of it!! Dun worry,i won’t go suicide 1…i’m not tat kind of person!!! jus wanna say it out only,then mayb my heart will better a bit!!! haha!!! Life goes on although there is no love~~~Is not end of the day!!!
