Neiji aka Aizen

Well well well,another blog blog again..y i’m writting blog?? Cuz i’m so free in the evening but nite i gonna work again!!!  Anyway,me work till sunday then i change to jusco exclusive sell hp jor~~~so fast hor…i also dun wan de..i keep on changing job~~~~siennya!!! But the exclusive there salary quite high also cuz rm800.00 basic excluding OT n comm!!! I think i can earn 1k per month gua..then me nex year study mai np liao lo~~~hope so ler…cuz u know ler…mayb i gotta change job again leh,who knows?? God knows!!! Hahaha!!!
Today is friday..guess wat..i finally able to see her liao but not for long around 1 n half hour jek…wat to do..she also need to go back study!!!! Sorewa tensai de tensai~~~~she really study hards….compare to me like heavens n hells….tat’s y i think we r impossible….so sad!! I really can’t control myself to love her..afta saying goodbye to her..i really miss her a lot..really a lot~~~seems like ng seh tak…but she seems no feel to me la…y i know..cuz i sense it!! haha!!!Nvm la..she din accept me also the same..life goes on n on~~~~gonna sang " Baby,i love u so much,ni chou le,wo de xin hen tung,Baby,you hurt me so bad~~~~~~~4get jor lyrics..lolx!!! sad sad sad!!!!

Got 1 week i start to work dy…the feel is better ler cuz i working in imax!!! Working condition so so lo…but dunno y i feel some weird feeling~~i can’t tell wat is it..seems smtg is missing but i dunno wat~~~nvm la..mayb working environment is like tat gua~~~~the only things i not mun yi is i gonna work for midnite shift berturut-turut!!! Aih…..u know nowadays the safety in malaysia really low….sum more near my house got snatching n robbin cases~~~aih..i 4am back to home also sked sked~~~~I already talk to the supervisor see whether can work at noon o not…but he said cc 1st,kena plan plan har~~~sum more,pressure from my mother she said if u always work midnite better dun work la tis work!!! So i really need to change shift jor..at least 3 days nite,3 days noon lo…wat to do~~~working life is really hard..pressure from many ppl!!! Sadnya…so how!!! I also dunno,if supervisor really dun give me change..then is it means i gonna stop my job again?? Like tat better i go study tis year..no need wait nex year..sumtimes tink har tink har..study life better than work life~~sadnya!!!!!!
N today dnno wat happens..when dota can’t concentrate,i mean at cc jus now…keep on thinkin her…aih…i also dunno y suddenly will think dou her..mayb too miss her gua..but wat to do..she dun wan see me…sadnya..love is sad…wat also sad!!!! Tis world also sad!!! Mayb i will live in the loneliness life?? Who knows?? Only gods knows,god will decide my fate!!!
Sayonara~~~~see u all on nex blog!!!

Tis is sicked!!!!!!!!1st day of work i already suffer like hell!!!!!!!! Tis is 1 of my bad n worst work expericence ever in my life!!!!! Wat the fuk is tis!!!! go levis n jahit jeans??? WTF??? I go for sales only man!!!!! N even worst,the working environment really really really super sux!!! So silence so pek chik!! talk to them,tey no diu me!!! MAHEM!!!!!!!! LAN C like hell!!! Of cos i got many things to ask la,1st day wat!!!! Instead of telling me,tey silence n scold me back!!! N say dunno go find urself?? Jus now xplain to u jor!!!! MAHEM!!!!! Half n hour explain all those kind of things!!!! Think me god is it!!!!! I wan catch up also can’t!!!!! SUfffering like hell!!!! Sum more,the shops got 7 workers include me…a small shop 7 workers..i wonder when only i got sales!!! At last i un y they dun teach me things becuz…COMPETITOR!!!!!! Tey teach me,tey slaes loss!!!! AIH!!!!!! worst experience ever..not frenly environment!!!!! All so tegang n so pressure!!! make me feel weird!!! Ask dun dare ask!!! Serve sure not me server 1st!!!! I dun ever work at selling clothes anymore!!!! ANTI SALES CLOTHES!!!!! I really not interested in tis kind of things!!!! aih!!!!! god man!!! now gonna go find work at tgv or imax!!! if either also none,i think i gonna go KL work,together with ah foo!!!! Ah foo Sao lao ngo ar!!! me so cham dy!!!!! 1 word says " SUX "!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is my worst day in this month!!! Getting sick afta kena some rainin yesterday night!!! Now writing tis blog having seriously flu…so san fu!!! sometimes my head feels dizzy!!! Aih…dunno y,really dunno y i can’t get rid of flu!!!! It been like tat since i’ve my operation in standard 4!!! Whenever i got flu…i sure feels like tat 1…sumtimes even gonna faint!!!! My flu really getting serious dy!!! Hope can recover tml!!! @@

Tis afternoon,laying in the sofa afta sending sms to her!!! But she din reply my sms!!! Tis make me sad : <,mayb her phone no credit ( tis probability really low )!!! I laying in the sofa n think do i make her mad ?? do i fan her??? does she really hate me ?? mayb no1 will like me gua!!! Haha!!! Destined to be a sole loner or wat~~~but i dunno y also,is it so hard to communicate with gals?? I mean to the gal i love~~~~wat to do,i can’t control it either!!!! She dun love me also nvm,i still gonna love her~~~can’t control it!!!! Really can’t think of it now!!!! Sick some more still wanna thinking her…thinking y she din reply me!!! Wat to do?? She can’t get out of my mind!!!! Watashiwa really hontoni baka des!!!! Already know it’s no hope but still gonna bang my head on it!!! GOD!!!!!! Dun play me ba!!!! Sum times,die better than living,no need think of it!! Dun worry,i won’t go suicide 1…i’m not tat kind of person!!! jus wanna say it out only,then mayb my heart will better a bit!!! haha!!! Life goes on although there is no love~~~Is not end of the day!!!

Wah,reach part 5 dy…n it is the end of work la…cuz i already found a job!!! Nex blog mayb will write working experience gua o others things!!! HAHA…search till up n down,high n low…at last i can get a job…although the salary a bit lower..but nvm,mayb afta confirmation my salary wil increase~~~~
But the weird things is here….y the shop dunno how many confirmation months…me also speechless…ask her n she jus say..see performance lo…nice perfo mai confirm lo…making me feels like tis job so unsecure~~~nvm…i still waiting the kok yuen jobs at there!! haha!!! Nex week monday i will start working on JJ Levis~~~Well,well, my fren said levis clothes are expensive n mayb i can get more commission..but i thinks the comm are rathers less…0.5% of the total sales..oh god…if 1 month the sales only got 1k..me really eat shit….haha!! anyway..i hope the working environment is nice n the employers n employees is good la..if bad..me really seong che liao!!! Hope can communicate well with them!!! Ok la..nothing to said liao..kinda sleepy now…so tired cuz too early wake up!! HAHA..jus slept 4 hours jek!!!

Yo yo yo yo…it’s me here again!!! More blogs on works from now on!!! Haha!! wat to do?? I also dun wan ga!!! U ask tat f***** tgv n tat shop call me sooner la…..both also liars  say we’ll call u asap!!! Till now no sound no gas!! Wtf man!!! I trusted them now tey give me shit!!! Tat shop more diu!!! Why more diu?? Cuz the forms already complicated n afta completed the form she said to me tat most probably wednesday will call u for interview geh la!!! but hor…until now………………………………………………………………………………………. my hp silent n din receive any calls from unknown number!!! Aih….siennya!!!! If till tis week also no call,i guess i gonna find another work but how to find??? The vacancy normally hire gal more than guy!!! Wanna go sell guitar tat stuff geh but i noob in tis kind of things….so better don’t!!! Well well….if no more work i gonna die lo cuz my family now giving heavy pressure on me till i blood pressure!!! Aih..wat to do..i also dun wan ga..i wish i tml can go work jor..no need fan!!! But it’s can’t!! Who’s gonna help me?? No more work to work liao…sad case man!!!! Today jus gone for jusco to look for another work but it turns out fail cuz…is the same as previous week..nothing changed much!!! All also hire gal!!! Wat to do!!! Mr kok yuen san ar!!!! Ask ur beside shop there fast fast fired ppl la…n hired me la!!! If u there also no work mai…then me really hkc lo!!! Cont like tat better go KL find work!!! Siennya!!!!
And today jus eat prawn mee at nam kui…really cost me a lot..rm3.50 speechless….i see the price there small rm3.00 big rm3.50…n i din mention wan big..he give me big…wtf man!!! wan profit also cannot do like tat geh mah!! nowadays ppl!! like vampire…nvm nvm nvm!! give him give him..he jus can sux me once jek…dun bother eat his prawn mee again!!! hahaha!!!! Aih…..foods’ prices continue increasing n ppl suffer~~~dunno 2 o 3 years later makan prawn mee pun cost rm8.00!!!! Hahaha!!! Then kopi ais Rm3.00!! One meal cost RM11.00,can’t imagine tis happening!!!