Neiji aka Aizen

2006 had end..now 2007 the new year of my life…Wat to say~~~come to think bout it…times really goin veli fast…veli veli fast…back to thinls when i’m at 2ndary skool jus finish SPM result which is year 2003? Haha..even i 4get dy which year i get my spm result!!! Times really goin fast…jus a snap…jus a blink….reach 2007 yet i had done nothing success in my life…aih..really wondering when my dream gonna true when i’ve my own car n own house n of cos a wife also…Well,i think mayb 10 more years??? Back to things..tis year..gonna start my degree…i know is a bit late for me..not a bit…is TOO LATE!!!! Some of my frens even graduate dy..but of cos sums of them still studying la….Wat to do…wasted 2 years…wan to gain back those 2 years really hard…Really wish tat i can travel back to time..n make a change of it!!! BUT regret also no use..i jus have to walk tis path no matter how hard it is…
Anyway,for you all information,i’m goin to KL soon on January 20 to study my degrees course which is LLB (HONS)!!!! Well,i selected tis course dy,n cannot turn back..some of my frens say veli hard..veli tough n some even say me IDIOT,SOHAI!!! go take law…who r u!!! Well it’s up to them for wat tey said to me…but i belive in myself..i got coinfidence tat i can do it….Back to past..last time when i go KL i spoil myself very very bad..spending money like water..well tis life really BAD!!! When i think back,really ashame of myself,aih…but past is past..now wat i must think is future..so i swear to myself tat tis time i go to KL is for study..enuf of tat life…everyday CC morning back sleep!!! ENUF CUT IT OFF!!! IS OVER!!! TIS TIME I GO TO KL FOR STUDY!!!!! NOT PLAYING ANYMORE!! But hope i can make it !! HAHA!!!!
Well,for me 2007 is a good start 4 my degrees,but for others i think is a good start for working too!!! Well,so every1 who see’s tis blog hope u all dun think the past…think ahead..ur path,ur future….Hahaha!! anyways,a bit too late to say Happy NEW year 2007 also..haha!!anyway,also wish it la…n wish mai HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! hope u all get a great fortune on CNY!!!

Well well well,been a while since i din post any blog liao cuz quite rather busy doin my work!!! Everyday 10 to 10 sampai wan on9 also hard!!! Jus can play 1 game dota everyday..sometimes even none!! haha!!! Anyway,already work at exclusive around 3 weeks…see a lot of ppl with different characteristics!!!  Somes so polite some so ba cha n some so kasar!!! Hahaha!!! Anyway, working at there 3 weeks dy..n i lost 1 phone n rm70..sadnya…lucky tat phone is quite cheap if not i tapao terus…but dunno y the boss din ask me ganti rugi…the rm70 also he din ask me give…so i keep on silence lo…when he ask only i give lo..hahaha,but i sked he cut my tis month salary into half like rm300 only then me 69!!!! really 69..aih..wat to do…I will rmb tat fuckers who steal the hp..mahem!!! if i see him,i cut him into half!!! watashiwa kuros!!!! Hengzzz talk bout tat incident..suin la!!! dun wan mention dy!!!! N working at jusco quite rather sien also lo..cuz the food always the same….always chicken rice,chicken chop rice n economy rice…siennya!!! Even worst is everyday also 88,sudah jadi loyal customer of 88…haha!!! 1 week go at least 8 times…speechless hor…me also speechless…wat to do…around jusco tak arak cheap n nice food de cafe if not i sure go jor 1!!! Tml gonna 88 again!!! hahaha!!! Tat’s all la…dun wan write more dy…cuz my work is rather boring…every customer enter sure i said " YES " ,now i also lazy diu them dy…dun yes liao..see potential customer only yes..others no need yes..dun diu him!!! Some more,i notice some customer so weird de…everyday also come to our shop n say see see 1st…then i think, diu see mat lan la…the price won’t drop also ga if u see many!! wan mai buy lo…if 1 week come once n see then can say..but everyday come n see..tok chat meh!!! See once the price will drop once ga?? Won’t ma!!! So,normally i dun diu tis type of customer…u wan see see bao hui!!! haha!!!

Well well well,another blog blog again..y i’m writting blog?? Cuz i’m so free in the evening but nite i gonna work again!!!  Anyway,me work till sunday then i change to jusco exclusive sell hp jor~~~so fast hor…i also dun wan de..i keep on changing job~~~~siennya!!! But the exclusive there salary quite high also cuz rm800.00 basic excluding OT n comm!!! I think i can earn 1k per month gua..then me nex year study mai np liao lo~~~hope so ler…cuz u know ler…mayb i gotta change job again leh,who knows?? God knows!!! Hahaha!!!
Today is friday..guess wat..i finally able to see her liao but not for long around 1 n half hour jek…wat to do..she also need to go back study!!!! Sorewa tensai de tensai~~~~she really study hards….compare to me like heavens n hells….tat’s y i think we r impossible….so sad!! I really can’t control myself to love her..afta saying goodbye to her..i really miss her a lot..really a lot~~~seems like ng seh tak…but she seems no feel to me la…y i know..cuz i sense it!! haha!!!Nvm la..she din accept me also the same..life goes on n on~~~~gonna sang " Baby,i love u so much,ni chou le,wo de xin hen tung,Baby,you hurt me so bad~~~~~~~4get jor lyrics..lolx!!! sad sad sad!!!!

Got 1 week i start to work dy…the feel is better ler cuz i working in imax!!! Working condition so so lo…but dunno y i feel some weird feeling~~i can’t tell wat is it..seems smtg is missing but i dunno wat~~~nvm la..mayb working environment is like tat gua~~~~the only things i not mun yi is i gonna work for midnite shift berturut-turut!!! Aih…..u know nowadays the safety in malaysia really low….sum more near my house got snatching n robbin cases~~~aih..i 4am back to home also sked sked~~~~I already talk to the supervisor see whether can work at noon o not…but he said cc 1st,kena plan plan har~~~sum more,pressure from my mother she said if u always work midnite better dun work la tis work!!! So i really need to change shift jor..at least 3 days nite,3 days noon lo…wat to do~~~working life is really hard..pressure from many ppl!!! Sadnya…so how!!! I also dunno,if supervisor really dun give me change..then is it means i gonna stop my job again?? Like tat better i go study tis year..no need wait nex year..sumtimes tink har tink har..study life better than work life~~sadnya!!!!!!
N today dnno wat happens..when dota can’t concentrate,i mean at cc jus now…keep on thinkin her…aih…i also dunno y suddenly will think dou her..mayb too miss her gua..but wat to do..she dun wan see me…sadnya..love is sad…wat also sad!!!! Tis world also sad!!! Mayb i will live in the loneliness life?? Who knows?? Only gods knows,god will decide my fate!!!
Sayonara~~~~see u all on nex blog!!!

Tis is sicked!!!!!!!!1st day of work i already suffer like hell!!!!!!!! Tis is 1 of my bad n worst work expericence ever in my life!!!!! Wat the fuk is tis!!!! go levis n jahit jeans??? WTF??? I go for sales only man!!!!! N even worst,the working environment really really really super sux!!! So silence so pek chik!! talk to them,tey no diu me!!! MAHEM!!!!!!!! LAN C like hell!!! Of cos i got many things to ask la,1st day wat!!!! Instead of telling me,tey silence n scold me back!!! N say dunno go find urself?? Jus now xplain to u jor!!!! MAHEM!!!!! Half n hour explain all those kind of things!!!! Think me god is it!!!!! I wan catch up also can’t!!!!! SUfffering like hell!!!! Sum more,the shops got 7 workers include me…a small shop 7 workers..i wonder when only i got sales!!! At last i un y they dun teach me things becuz…COMPETITOR!!!!!! Tey teach me,tey slaes loss!!!! AIH!!!!!! worst experience ever..not frenly environment!!!!! All so tegang n so pressure!!! make me feel weird!!! Ask dun dare ask!!! Serve sure not me server 1st!!!! I dun ever work at selling clothes anymore!!!! ANTI SALES CLOTHES!!!!! I really not interested in tis kind of things!!!! aih!!!!! god man!!! now gonna go find work at tgv or imax!!! if either also none,i think i gonna go KL work,together with ah foo!!!! Ah foo Sao lao ngo ar!!! me so cham dy!!!!! 1 word says " SUX "!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is my worst day in this month!!! Getting sick afta kena some rainin yesterday night!!! Now writing tis blog having seriously flu…so san fu!!! sometimes my head feels dizzy!!! Aih…dunno y,really dunno y i can’t get rid of flu!!!! It been like tat since i’ve my operation in standard 4!!! Whenever i got flu…i sure feels like tat 1…sumtimes even gonna faint!!!! My flu really getting serious dy!!! Hope can recover tml!!! @@

Tis afternoon,laying in the sofa afta sending sms to her!!! But she din reply my sms!!! Tis make me sad : <,mayb her phone no credit ( tis probability really low )!!! I laying in the sofa n think do i make her mad ?? do i fan her??? does she really hate me ?? mayb no1 will like me gua!!! Haha!!! Destined to be a sole loner or wat~~~but i dunno y also,is it so hard to communicate with gals?? I mean to the gal i love~~~~wat to do,i can’t control it either!!!! She dun love me also nvm,i still gonna love her~~~can’t control it!!!! Really can’t think of it now!!!! Sick some more still wanna thinking her…thinking y she din reply me!!! Wat to do?? She can’t get out of my mind!!!! Watashiwa really hontoni baka des!!!! Already know it’s no hope but still gonna bang my head on it!!! GOD!!!!!! Dun play me ba!!!! Sum times,die better than living,no need think of it!! Dun worry,i won’t go suicide 1…i’m not tat kind of person!!! jus wanna say it out only,then mayb my heart will better a bit!!! haha!!! Life goes on although there is no love~~~Is not end of the day!!!

Wah,reach part 5 dy…n it is the end of work la…cuz i already found a job!!! Nex blog mayb will write working experience gua o others things!!! HAHA…search till up n down,high n low…at last i can get a job…although the salary a bit lower..but nvm,mayb afta confirmation my salary wil increase~~~~
But the weird things is here….y the shop dunno how many confirmation months…me also speechless…ask her n she jus say..see performance lo…nice perfo mai confirm lo…making me feels like tis job so unsecure~~~nvm…i still waiting the kok yuen jobs at there!! haha!!! Nex week monday i will start working on JJ Levis~~~Well,well, my fren said levis clothes are expensive n mayb i can get more commission..but i thinks the comm are rathers less…0.5% of the total sales..oh god…if 1 month the sales only got 1k..me really eat shit….haha!! anyway..i hope the working environment is nice n the employers n employees is good la..if bad..me really seong che liao!!! Hope can communicate well with them!!! Ok la..nothing to said liao..kinda sleepy now…so tired cuz too early wake up!! HAHA..jus slept 4 hours jek!!!

Yo yo yo yo…it’s me here again!!! More blogs on works from now on!!! Haha!! wat to do?? I also dun wan ga!!! U ask tat f***** tgv n tat shop call me sooner la…..both also liars  say we’ll call u asap!!! Till now no sound no gas!! Wtf man!!! I trusted them now tey give me shit!!! Tat shop more diu!!! Why more diu?? Cuz the forms already complicated n afta completed the form she said to me tat most probably wednesday will call u for interview geh la!!! but hor…until now………………………………………………………………………………………. my hp silent n din receive any calls from unknown number!!! Aih….siennya!!!! If till tis week also no call,i guess i gonna find another work but how to find??? The vacancy normally hire gal more than guy!!! Wanna go sell guitar tat stuff geh but i noob in tis kind of things….so better don’t!!! Well well….if no more work i gonna die lo cuz my family now giving heavy pressure on me till i blood pressure!!! Aih..wat to do..i also dun wan ga..i wish i tml can go work jor..no need fan!!! But it’s can’t!! Who’s gonna help me?? No more work to work liao…sad case man!!!! Today jus gone for jusco to look for another work but it turns out fail cuz…is the same as previous week..nothing changed much!!! All also hire gal!!! Wat to do!!! Mr kok yuen san ar!!!! Ask ur beside shop there fast fast fired ppl la…n hired me la!!! If u there also no work mai…then me really hkc lo!!! Cont like tat better go KL find work!!! Siennya!!!!
And today jus eat prawn mee at nam kui…really cost me a lot..rm3.50 speechless….i see the price there small rm3.00 big rm3.50…n i din mention wan big..he give me big…wtf man!!! wan profit also cannot do like tat geh mah!! nowadays ppl!! like vampire…nvm nvm nvm!! give him give him..he jus can sux me once jek…dun bother eat his prawn mee again!!! hahaha!!!! Aih…..foods’ prices continue increasing n ppl suffer~~~dunno 2 o 3 years later makan prawn mee pun cost rm8.00!!!! Hahaha!!! Then kopi ais Rm3.00!! One meal cost RM11.00,can’t imagine tis happening!!!

Okok,now i managed to find 2 works afta lurking in jusco n tesco for almost 3 hours!!! hahaha!!! The 1st job is TGV lo…as i mentioned earlier in last blog!!! But still gonna wait phone to interview,veli memafankan!!!! The 2nd job located at tesco which is selling portable dvd n computer software n cameras n etc la…it’s form damn weird de…i also dunno y…i jus fill in 70% only,remaining 30% i tam hung jor!!! haha!! geng hor?? But tis job also need wait call n she said possibly is wed will ask me go interview wor…better than tgv lo,i think!!!

Afta finding work….me n my frens go Imax takei a while n 1 unbelievable things happen!!! I also hard to believe it!!! We managed to win C Hobo in dota!!! Haha,really really speechless…dunno y we can win also!!! But i think C Hobo not familiar in v6 gua..so char a bit lo..tat’s wat i think la~~ really unbelievablia~~~haha…say it out…also no 1 believe…tey so geng in dota we also managed to win!!! wat a miracles!!! Ok la..till here then..n wait part 4 la!!! Jana!!

Today I kena lie by those ppl who said today got 2 moons to see!!! I’m really stupid to believe tis kind of things~~~~~but wat to do…it’s really sounds so real leh…my plan totally finish after i know it is a lie!!!
The 2 moons incident is happen on 26 August 2003 and not 2006,dunno who fella go hoax the email n forward to others ppl!!!! Afta reading those scientist reports,it’s say today is impossible to see Mars becuz Mars is currently behind the Sun,so how do we suppose to see it?? My fren more yeng,say can but not clear jek!!! Give him cha dou ying!!! Secondly,there won’t be 2 moons for us to see la….cuz if Mars really approach near Earth n can big as moon,then our world will have a serious problem which  is a big tide will happened due to the grativity cuz by Mars!!!! So as far as I know,on 2003 events,the Mars jus  a stars tat bigger than others jek n not like moon so big!!! Aih…sadnya,anyway for you all info,Mars will approach Earth on 20 December 2007 but not as close as 26 August 2007,so mayb we can see it with a telescope~~~~The event on August 2003 will happen again at 2287 years~~~so we miss it dy~~can’t see liao in our whole life!!! AIh,anyway now I full of disappointment!!! Last time really think i can see those 2 moons!!! But now i realised is jus a rumors!!! Yes it is real but happen dy not happen today!!!!